it`s just making me realize , with you it was more comfort. i stayed because i felt safe. i missed you because you were my home. i never really thought about how far i could go if i left you. and now i know. thank you for breaking my heart. i could honestly not thank you enough.
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most beautiful song.
because it`s comfy and i can`t sleep without you. it`s really hard to fall alseep when you`re not beside me. it`s like my body is acustom to yours.
in a farm house. with lots of land. it`s my favourite thing in the world to be sitting outisde staring at all the stars. it does something to you. i want to buy some horses and grow weed in my backyard. maybe i`ll just breed dogs for a living. and have like 400 puppies and just run around the feild all day with them and my horses and my cows and chickens.
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who was a total mulipulater. she was friends with everyone and everyone jus eventually stopped talking to her. except me. i was her only friend for two years. yeah we had a lot of fun together but she was always trying to one up me. she would talk about people as soon as they left her house from hanging out with us. and she was fucked with her boyfriend. they faught all the time it was just an un healthy enviornment. for a very long time i took her bullshit. no one liked me because i hung around her and her. i never really understood why , but then one night my “little brother” got kicked out of his house and i was sleeping at hers so he came there with me to crash. she ended up having sex with him in the same room as me. and even before he came over i was like don`t get with him hes my little brother and she was like i don`t care hes hot, and he`s like 5 years younger than her. any guy that gave her attention she`d be a flirt. she was flirting with my boyfriend at his house infront of me in grade nine and she smoked her first popper and fell off the bed face first and clamied i pushed her.. i didn`t. she thought that because she knew i was pissed off cause she was openly flirting with my boyfriend. anyways recently she`s tried messaging me saying this.
I was just thinking and you never responded to that shit I msged you which is good because I take it back Im sorry I shouldnt have looked it up in the first place. It just pissed me off because Its like dude have MY back , Im a fucking good friend to you and I want you to be in my life. so im gonna add you again and hopefully you accept. I dont give a fuck about anything that was said before , but if you want to be in my life - I want you there , add me and just fuck all the bullshit , I miss us and I miss my old life and I need some of it back .
If you promise to be the best friend to me you can be, I will always have your back. forever. you know who I am , really.
are you fucking joking ? there`s a reason i hang out with my boyfriend all the time. beause i`m sick of shit like this. suck my fucking dick. you deserve to be unhappy it`s called karma. you need serious help.
:(
miss this
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Dude (the remix) || Beenie Man featuring Shawna
I want a dude who will do me in his van, a thug that can handle his biz like a man.
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